I am now an official citizen of the city of Ottawa. Go me! My bike is securely locked up outside, my Emily the Strange poster is on my wall, and my toothbrush is in the bathroom. It's only uphill from here my friend. The only thing missing is my dear kittycat. But he must spend the summer in the G-spot without me. Oh and I forgot to pack any sort of towel. What's wrong with my head? Apparently I'm just not going to shower all summer. That'll be great.

Today on the highway 3 cars crashed RIGHT beside us. It was really exciting. The funniest part was the last car in the slam was a tow truck that just wasn't paying attention. His front end got completely smashed up too. Must have felt dumb calling his tow truck friends.

Tomorrow I am going to find a job. Hopefully. I'm going to give myself a week to get one before I start to panic. I'm afraid tomorrow I'm going to have to mooch grocery money though. It's kind of upsetting being broke. But it was my decision to move to Ottawa and pay rent with no income so I can't complain too much. Plus I'm excited about the summer! Summers in O-town have only treated me well in the past!

I thought that when I graduated I'd have this great feeling of accomplishment and happiness but I'm disappointed that I don't really feel that way. I mean I feel relieved but more than anything I just feel an absence of stress. There's this lovely void. I guess my brain doesn't know what to think after 18 years of school. That's hella long.

Back to the leftovers and peanut butter chocolate chip cookies.

* song of the moment: Anything from the Phantom of the Opera *